Intercation with the handmaid

In the past week I have had an interaction with my handmaid on a Friday night after everybody was asleep I called my handmaid and played a game of scrabble which is illegal because nobody is allowed to read. During this time the commander was just trying to see how smart she was. "I'd like you to play a game of scrabble with me, he says. I hold my self rigid. I keep my face unmoving. So that's whats in the secret room, scrabble I want to laugh". My opinon on the handmaids are very neutral I dont really like the system of the handmaids but the purpose of them is good. I feel that this is an ok way for things to be for now maybe they will change so day.